The choice between filthy and comfortable...

Isn't it funny how, when something is in demand, it is just so hard to find. I am, of course, talking about being able to think. Everything just seems to be moving so godamned quickly ... I don't even remember where February went! I pray for weekends to come quickly. And, now that I realize Easter is a holiday, I am praying that Jesus shakes things up a little bit more to give me some more holiday time to think. Where is He? Aaargh! I won't be holding my breath. Now, I know what you are thinking... "Why does Will write 'realize' with a 'z' and not an the Australian 's' standard"? But I think you've missed the point here. I mean, really. I am stressed and tired, and am thinking about cutting down on my eating just so I have time to exhale. And you're all wondering about my spelling? Godamnit.

I haven't seen Adam for ages. Come to think of it, I haven't seen the sun for ages. (does the glare of a computer monitor count as sun?) I am probably taking lab work far too seriously. But, when you don't have someone to come home to, I guess you can afford to get lost in a world where time moves like it's nobody's business. I think I need more contact with the world about me. Yeah, it's all good to type this up, but I don't see it happening. If only I had a friend that invited me to events. I'm thinking about just chucking out my mobile. I mean, hell, nobody calls anyway. Not that I have the time for calls and going out and all that crap ... I'm just saying it would be nice is all.

My room is one mess. Oh, I just reminded myself that I need to do laundry. Tomorrow, if I don't do the wash, that is, I will be deciding which pair of underwear is "less dirty"... and that's not really an option I want to make. Of course, it is 8pm and dark and cold outside and nothing is going to dry. Do I go solo tomorrow, or just wear the same pair? I know I have some satin boxer shorts in there, but they get sticky, and sweaty etc. But, if it comes between filthy and uncomfortable, I guess that latter is my option. Yay. Tomorrow will be juuuust great already ... ;o)

William John.